italy :]

What happens when I die? Do I really go to heaven? Or do I go to hell because thats what christians say about ‘people like me’. What does that statement even mean? Because I happen to love people of the same sexual orientation as me? Why is it so hard to believe that people can see past gender/sex and see the actual person? To love the person for who they are, and not whats between their legs? I just don’t understand how other people can judge and judge and judge, but not take the time to actually get to know someone. I want to be open about who I am with everyone, why does that have to be so hard? I’m one of those people who has everything going against them; I’m black, I’m ‘bisexual’, I’m slightly overweight, I’m a below average student, I’m not necessarily attractive, and I’m not exactly friendly. But I still manage to live my life. It would just be a lot easier if I was socially accepted.